...smile....=)

'cause the people that matter never want to see you sad...

i hate to brag, but damn i think i did pretty well in life thus far...i'm lucky to be blessed with a small group of people whom i love with every fiber of my being, and fantastic friends...

life really does get mroe black n white as you get older...

and those conversations you have with those you hold dear are the best gifts that you could ever recieve...

if no one makes you smile, then why not you make some one smile?...=)

life will always have happiness n sorrow, it's how we stay balanced...

don't ever doubt your love and confidence and never let anyone judge you, because only the ones that matter will see who you are past present n see you through the future

mirror sis <3- what is there left to say =) YOU ROCK!!!!!!

10 years worth...

...as i said before in the blog on myspace...after 10 long years of darkness's shadow lingering. it all came to an end at lawst, once and for all.

i was really bored so i cruised youtube...and i found 3 of my all tiem favorite classic kpop songs i haven't heard in over what...10 years? for real...my eyes welled up.

well...what is there to say. you know how at certain points in your life where it's like...you heart can breath just a bit lighter as you deal with life head on? yeah i'm having one of those. it's great.

yup i finally changed my xanga layout, and sure enough i'm back once again and probably goin to use this a lot more often like i did in thepast. and what a past it was.

like my mirror sis said...we're not fifteen anymore, we've grown and are at peace, and content at the moment in time.

at last...my 10 year wound has healed.

blessings n love

miss trinh

counting down

*whew* i REALLY really hate dry eye...it's like one of THE most annoying things you can ever encounter...like those stupid little postcards that fall out when you're flipping through mags.....slkdjfslkdjfslkdjfdskjf~!!!!!

=) yes, that is my latest gripe

BIG SIS J SEDUX~ =) *big hug* i was going to email you, but...i realized i dun gots your email address...=\ so i just used the message thing on xanga...=\ i hope you got the msg i sent you..=) lol no...no beer for me...0_o no alki in general..=\ it makes me ill....-______________-v lava you~!!!!

CLAM!~ no worries..we shall go retail therapy and eat out the stress and irritation...=P can't wait yeah~!!!

B goh goh~ =\ no lecture...my heart can't take it >_< but i will accept candy though =D~!!!

YAMI CAKES~! woman, where have you been?!?!?!?! =) miss yah

blessings n love

miss trinh

=X icky

you know...i'm glad i'm starting to use this xanga thing again...great place to vent and stuff....that and i'm to lazy now to write it with pen n paper....-_-* oh well...

feeling a bit better today...whihc is great...but eh, everything has a turn so just let it be...or something....0_o days are whinding down still till i'm off to SF...mmmmmmfeeling kinda weird....wonder if it was something that i ate...i don't doubt that one...x_X

well a new eyars resolution of mine is drink mroe water and work out...and double yeah for me i been true to my word....woopie dooo~! ok...off to ponder

blessings n love

miss trinh

and i'm back...

i almost forgot how xanga's been there for me through all the tough n the easy in my life since i signed up for it...but i'm back now...

i know it's like the new years and all...so i did a little reflecting...and i cam across two entries i wrote recently on myspace:

missing...

i hold you in my heart ....                                                                    

                            and in my thoughts..

but the most important place of all....

                           i hold you in my soul ......

because that's what you have awakened

12/23/06

bittersweet

time is most certainly flying ever so quickly...

the past few days as it gets closer, it's been nothing but a rollercoaster of emotions for me...

thrilled, worried, happy, nervouse, sad then it's like all over again...

an end to one chapter and onward to the next of my life because it's here...

the second in a series of grand milestones i have set for myself...

it's here atlast

you always have to go forward in life and never backwards

that's what memories are for...it's funny how when you get ready to start anew, in the every end is when one of your most cherished moments is made...and i'm sure many more to come

it's always hard to say good-bye...because it seems so permanent, so end...but how else can you put it...a trip...long vacation...?

or more commonly put...outta state for school...

never thought i'd be sad leaving since i been waiting to get outta WA for as long as i can remember...

but before i leave i was glad to have met a handful of individuals whom have imprinted a lasting impression i will have with me for the rest of my life

it's true...

you have to fight fierce and with a vengence to keep what you want...

it's hard and rare to cross paths with people whom have become a beat of your heart...and a true connection is formed...

cherish it well, cherish it true

1/2/07

*sigh* i really should jstu suck it up and be real...new year new beginning and i'm off to a new start...but before i can i will need to find closure and let my inner being find peace on it's own time and settle...

otherwise i would nto be who i am...i'm wondering now...if...well, i wont' say it now...but i often wonder...if people truly mean what they say to  me...i'm sure they do...certain they do...

after all, how can you lie about caring for some one and tell 'em how much they mean to you...?..

maybe i'm just unexperienced...but fro what it's worth...i did well in my four seriouse relationship and in my dating 5 people counting the ones i ended up with for a serious relationship...

i was definitely lucky...

blessings n love

miss trinh